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sappy, so sappy

HI TONTON

HELLO~

Summer to-do list 2012

Summer to-do list 2012:

1. Improve and buy my poi
2. Tone up
3. Smoke/Drink less
4. Upload lots more music
5. Pass summer classes
6. Get a job/make money
7. Go to beach w/ friends
8. Restart skateboarding
9. Sneak out & have fun
10. Never lose my baby <3

You promised you wouldn't hurt like the rest

Today marks the 2 year anniversary of when we started dating. Now 2 years later we just won;t talk to each other at all. We were so inceperable even after we broke up, like we never did in the first place. I don't think I can hate you. You made me who I am today. You've made me strong, wiser, more confident, happy....hopefully I have impacted your life in a positive way. You've seen me a my worst and I can't believe that it doesn't even matter anymore. I was always afraid of someone coming between us but that would be both our faults.....as I'm typing this our song "Thunder" by Boys like Girls is playing. For a good while I couldn't sing this song without crying at the fact that I can't text you to tell you that its playing and that we sing it together. Do you feel my pain? Do you think of me Bubbie? Without you I've done some stupid stupid things I know I wouldn't do if you were still watching over me. I know you'll be disappointed :) but you weren't there, you couldn't save me from the path that I've taken. At this point, nothing can turns this...or us around. Sadly, I don't see us talking so I'll make this my final farewell 

This bitch

At some point I am pretty sure we've met that .....girl that is just so indescribable <--wow thats a word :D. This bitch, when I first met her she was kinda loud and hella hyper but I thought that was because she was drunk. We met at a small house party and she got there before me and was bored and i dont blame her it was boring. So she thought I was a fun person b/c I was making jokes and whatever so she invites me to take shots. Who am i to say no. The friend that was hosting the party had a recording studio in the house and the girl wanted to record herself. And you know when you can tell someone is a horrible singer just by the shrill in their voice...yeah. So we go to her car and she is asking me if I know all these Keyshia Cole sounds so we can do them together, mind you I'm not too too into her lyrics b/c they are usually so simple I can just pick it up. At that point she picks one I kinda know and I was like whatever @_@. We are in the studio and she is loud, tapping the glass like a gorilla and singing like Brenda Song in that episode of Suite Life of Zack & Cody. GEEZ. And when she wanted me to sing it was a pain in the ass to have to share a freakin mic. Anyway, at that point I invited a friend and she disappeared. now once i added this girl on facebook, I found out that all her depressing comments were for real. Her fb is full of depressing shit and bullshit cover ups. This girl(27) was married and as soon as her husband cheated of divorce or whatever she just DROVE to florida from missouri. Like who the fuck does that O_O so this chick is a wreak!! One day we went to lunch and the was like 50% percent of the conversation...........BEFORE the foood came so I HAD to respond -____- there there it'll get better? She comes off as unstable, she called me two days ago(on 4/9/2012) TIPSY and wanted to hang out even tho i told her ass no -__- I didnt want her to drive anymore so she came. Weirdest like hour or two ever. This chick comes into my room and wants everything and her reason was that b/c she was leaving. Da fuq. I wish i could raid my friends stuff just for leaving. So goddamn needy even when i told the bitch no like 5 times she takes and tries to walk away. hahahah NOT funny. So as of today I am short a lighter(or 2), gas and a pair of shoes. YEAH SHOES. Idgnf -__-

Hey Gamatatsu <3
It's been a while :) and even tho we say we're busy, half the time its not true.
Lets start blogging again, we're in college now. New people, new stories, new attitude, a new us. It has been over two years, looking back this shit still makes me laugh. It'll be like a transition, what do ya say?

p.s. change the background, its UGLY!!! like poopoo

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:)

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!

IM AM SO SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My nose is dripping like a faucet.

All my sinuses are clogged.

I haven't been sick in like 4 months!

WHYYYYYY!!??

:(

Ohsashiburi ^.^

its been a while since i last posted, nee~

i want to post again but so much school crap!

UGH

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This is how you spend your professional study days

uhhh I'll do it tomorrow :D

Who knew Mondays could be so much fun ^_^

On Monday I thought I had a meeting I couldn't miss. When I go I find out that not even the teacher was there grrr!! Fluffy and I made plans before to go hang out with Koala since we had meetings and didn't want to go home anytime soon. So Fluffy and I interrupt one meeting to find my Squisho, who was not there, and the ppl seemed pissed. So we left and went to pointless retarded environmental meeting of annoying ppl and Koala's ex. Some how Fluffy and I got separated and my phone was NOT working. I left the retarded meeting, it felt so cold w/ those ppl -_- PLUS there was no signal!! So I go looking for Fluffy and just go to the parking lot to find my Koala bear waiting. From Koala's phone Fluffy was like I'll be there in 20 minutes and I'm like WTF!! What am I gonna do in the car for 20 minutes with Koala?...........yeah dumb question. When his "gang" finally come out, Koala hides in his car to avoid his ex and I go to get Fluffy. But the dummy was not ready to go. Then the ex asked where Koala since she ASSUMED I liked him [no comment]. So I went to get him out the car after a second trip b/c the ppls were gonna do this Asian failure dance and Fluffy was not ready to leave. I just wanted to get this over with and for them to at least look at each other. Well the dance was a failure so Gamatatsu left the music on. Then these random (black) guys came over to play Ninja. I had no idea it was a real game. But it was really fun to watch and of course Fluffy won but it was so beast. For some reason Gamatatsu gets a dodgeball out of her truck and from there the dodgeball game in the parking lot began!! It was not b/c of the treatment I was getting but the fact that I got hit in the face with the ball and no one said anything(except Koala) that I wanted to just leave!!. So Koala, Fluffy, Big head and I got in Koala's car, blasted music and headed for my house then to target for FOOD and b/c Fluffy needed to buy something. At Target we do some Scooby doo split up thing to find a stuffed animal & card; I went with Koala :D. When we found what we were looking for we just started to walk around {we were holding hands} until we somehow got to the register. As we were walking out to car so we can go eat at Orient chef MY STALKER COMES OUT OF NOWHERE. I was so freaked out that Fluffy had to push me to the car (I think he saw me). At Orient chef it took FOREVER to pick something to eat LMAO!! Until we finally got orange chicken. At the table we were so hungry so we played 13 to keep our minds busy, and it worked b/c I OWNED :D!!! When the food came the three of us were hungry as hell but big head didn't want any; he didn't even help PAY!! oh well :) Fluffy is so slick, he left Koala and I to go buy a drink but never came back -_- We found him at subway with the drink. From there we played me 13 and this time Big head was awake so he was kicking ass. We played until the sun had completely set. I forgot to mention, everytime we got in the car Big head REFUSED to put on his seat-belt so I had to force it him. This he wouldn't so I sat on him until we turned out, made a U-turn and made it to the light. That was wild and Fun!! Holy Crap Fluff lives far as hell, by the time we got to his neighborhood Koala and I were tired; and w/o Fluffy's IPOD it was kinda quiet. Then we dropped off Big head in his huge ass neighborhood then left. When we got to my house, Koala bear was so sweet he got out and walked me to my door awwww. but nothing happened we just hugged good bye.

Night out with the guys <3

On fridays I try to do thing w/ my guy neighbors whether it be play basketball, football or try not to get kicked out of the gym. My Koala wanted to do something today so I'm like sure u can come. It was gonna be my buddy, his friend and who ever else he brought, all my neighbors, my koala and our friend. When my Koala came over w/ our friend he was driving around lost b/c I wouldn't tell him where to go :D Some how we ended up in the other neighborhood where my babies live after circling a couple times. Then one of them calls me, so I'm like GET OUT NOW I'm on my way. OMG!! instead of the expected twins coming out if was 4 or 5 guys. I know Koala didn't want to give all of them a ride (even though I offered) so I'm like see you there and we drove away.Koala is so cute ^_^. After almost dying in a u-turn we reach the guard house to get into the clubhouse and lately the line there has been long and slow. Lucky for us, I had cards so we played 13 (an asian game I OWN AT)until we reached the guard house and went inside. PARKED. At the clubhouse I saw some guys from school/the bus. Besides me falling over and Koala saving me; we were talking/yelling and stuff. FINALLY squisho and twin #1 came jogging over while the rest TOOK FOREVER even w/ my short cut!!!!!IDK why but one of the guys was chasing them one by one but he couldn't keep up :D. The guys came w/ the football and I'm like throw it here but not to high. Heres the thing I was standing on somthing maybe a few feet from a window. THE IDIOT throws the ball to high and hits the window; freaking out the lady inside LMAO!!! We try to walk it off and act natural but the BOZO lady calls the security guard. The security guard is a tinnie tiny, short black lady w/ a soft voice, I couldn't take her seriously. Shes like the lady is freaked out and we are not allowed back inside the clubhouse. she comes back "you guys aren't allow to play in the parking lot" but this time she doesn't leave -_-. On the other side there is this grass area which I thought was perfect, so we stay there and make our team WITH ME AS QUARTERBACK YEAH!!! But the bozo security lady came back and told us we had to leave for good this time........ or else she'll can the cops!! So that was like a spark in our heads for us to leave. The guys were talking forever on decide where it play, I couldn't be bothered so I left them :). Koala, our friend and I left and went to BK for FOOD, yum. And to meet up with his friends. We stayed there to talk, eat and play more cards until my mom was calling me -_- I had Koala drop me of so I could run the rest of the way but before I left the car........ *kiss* ^_^

#2

October 2, 2009 to November 30, 2009 -good times :)

Besties

On friday my friends and I planned on playing tennis after school. At first it was the 3 of us hanging out around the school, going to meetings just to waste time and wait for our ride to get here. When we get tired of the skool, we went outside to wait for Koala to pick us up since he said he was on his way. outside for aome reason my friend and her wiredo came outside to where we were waiting for Koala. WHAT THE HELL SHE PANTS ME!!! ok i had my shorts under my jeans so i was saggin but that was sssoooo uncalled for :P I wasn't embarrassed it was so funny though. Then Koala came finally!! In the car we were yelling and screaming and laughing out assess off!!!! Its was so much funny just driving b/c I'm like lets go to Wendy's and dummy head didn't say he wanted to go to McDonalds until we were in the turning lane going the other freakin wayyyy. So were yellin, arguing and laughing b/c the Koala didnt noe how to get there :D At Wendy's the food TOOK FOREVER :P So C aka dummy head and I were making small talk w/ the worker girl. He was telling her about the meeting we went to. At the meeting the teacher left for a sec so C said something slick. I chased him all around the room while ppl were laughin at us. THEN there was this girl in the way so C crawled under her arms; i couldnt stop so I SLID ON MY KNEES, LMAO!!!! thats was awesome. Then the teacher came in just as C got up from the floor :D The Wendy's worker thought it was funny. MY FOOD FINALLY CAME and they were about to LEAVE ME Lmao!! AND IT WAS EXPENSIVE!!! Once we got in the car (yelling) we turned like two corners and I forgot the forks. Hahahaha so I sent K to get me some expecting her to get spoons instead :D So we were heading off in the car heading to the community center. At a stop light C and I and the same time turned to find some bald rapist looking guy checking C out ahahahaha right b4 he cut us off. At the tennis court we met w/ some guy and played doubles (doctors orders). But that was after we ate like fat assess on the floor. HOLY CRAP that guy can hit hard as HELL. there were time I was running for my life from the ball. Behind us Koala and K were doing some weird sexually (lol insider) kung fu moves. Heehee we almost hit them a couple of times and K got mad :D

So far life is.....

My life so far is really confusing. School sucks, people can kiss my f**king ass for all I care and I don't know what to do. What I hate the most are fake ppl and liars; they make me sick. I'm tired of being nice to those fake bitches and I'm not going to take it anymore. Those are the ppl that smile & lie to your face then turn around to talk shit about you.

Real ppl, like my ham sandwich & french toast[lmao], are the besties I want to stick by. But what I hate, is that sometimes those who u stick by makes others want to leave. I have been in that situation many times and I have never treated a friend different because of who they are with[friend or otherwise]. That's what I hate about ppl, the last thing I would want to do is hurt/betray someone close to me. I just felt like typing this because I don't like whats going on around me!!! but hey I'm not mad b/c friends come and bitches go ....................